Koke grew up Anglican — Sunday church, good clothes, a bottle of Mineral with lunch. Then at 10, three years after losing his mother, he was sent to a boarding school that worshipped on Saturdays instead of Sunday — and everything he thought was settled about faith started to unravel. In this episode, he traces that unraveling honestly: the questions that never got resolved, the argument it caused with his father, and where he's landed now — caught between an environment that keeps pulling him back toward Christianity and a set of logical objections he still can't answer. This isn't an argument for or against religion. It's what it actually sounds like to sit in that tension out loud, including the parts that don't resolve neatly.
Show Notes
Show Notes
- Growing up Anglican — Sunday church, good clothes, and what church community actually looked like as a kid
- Losing his mother in 2006, and being sent to boarding school three years later
- Discovering Adventist Saturday worship for the first time — and what it did to everything he thought was settled about faith
- The conversation with his father that shut the questioning down
- An honest look at the logical gaps he still hasn't resolved about Christianity
- Why so many people around him seem so certain — and whether that's conviction or just not having asked the hard questions yet
- Going back to church after years away, and what still didn't sit right
- What religion offers — community, belonging — even without logical proof
- Where he actually stands right now: "I'm not there yet"
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